I am 42. I am a favourite mother and loving mother-in-law. And here so. Indeed, by a grandmother, doing me is not while gathered. In my life all be well. Work, children arriving from a city on a weekend. Mikhail is a friend of brother-in-law, arriving every Saturday with them. Yes, he is older than brother-in-law, but he considerably younger me. And, means, for me he only friend of my children. But why me does it seem to that he tests something greater to me? All collapses suddenly. How to live farther, when for you anymore is not there sense in life? When only at remembrance about them, can not I breathe? But as to live to Mikhail to becoming an invalid? How to live to him young and пышущему once a health to the man? How to us both now to live? To live, be happy? About what happiness does can there is the question? Only about happiness contrary.