In age 24 I hardly not did away with itself. At that time I lived on Ибице, in a very beautiful villa on the quiet coast of island. Quite alongside with a villa there was a rock. Overcame by depression, I walked up to the edge of rock and looked at a sea. I tried to find in itself boldness to jump downward. I her did not find. Further followed three years in depression. Panic, despair, daily painful attempt to go out into the nearest shop and not tumble here into a fainting fit. But I survived. To me already a long ago after 40. I was practically sure once, that I will not live so long to 30. However I here. Surrounded by favourite people. I make a living that never before could present as the work. I conduct days after writing of books. I am glad that did not kill itself, and until now I try to understand whether I can to advise something to the people, when those experience hard times.Attention! The information contained in a book can not serve by replacement of consultation of doctor. Before the feasance of any recommendable actions it is necessary to be consulted with a specialist.